blissing in disguise

I was supposed to be outstationed this weekend for a important task but..... dammed it, my intl passport is expiring in less than 6 months..... No doubt about it, I was tick off. Shit!!!
But........ Blissing in disguise, I managed to won some money over the mj table in chris' home. It was a long nite till almost 10am.. And first time round, I cycled to chris' home and anyway, it just took me 10 minutes. Can exercise and also save the cab fare.

Can't get enough of my wedding photo.... :)

I'm just waiting for someone to come along and make me happy

Its been a while since I last blog.... getting buzy with work and also my wedding bell is drawing near... Anyway, I just collected my wedding photo and like to share with you guys...

Late night charge

Can anyone tell me why I simply can't sleep even at this weird hour?

Ever since I started working on my current Job, it's almost my daily routine to stare blank (open eyes BIG BIG!) a this time. I'm not complaining as I jolly well understand the pros and cons of it. ( Anyway, as i mention, I enjoy this period as its' the most quiet time of the day.) Due to this weird weird habit, I make it a point to meditate for the day; identifying any gaffe. Whenever I spot a boo-boo act, I will always tell myself not to do it again. (Pls, are you a idiot to do this kind of stupid things?) By the facts of all, history do repeats unfortunately. But at least I can minimize it to the minimum... (I'm trying! I'm trying!) Hoping that one day, HISTORY DON'T REPENT! (Blessing in disguise i suppose...)

The down side of it is that I have to wake up the next morning, reaching my office at 0830hrs.
And for your info, just to sound more convincing, I just got home from work about 2 hours ago... ( Wah, super idol...) or some may say (Wah, STUPID LAH!) Anyway, its' up to you to guage and luckily, I don't want to know.

If not for this job, I dun know what or who I will be now. Still selling fruits and tropical fishes? To be honest, that period of time is the best so far. ( can't say best of my life since i have yet to gone through half of it, i suppose lah hor.) Gone are the worries and deadlines to meet. Bubbles oozing out of the tanks spawning the voices of mother nature, so carefree and smoothening to the ear.... Hundreds and thousands of fishes dancing along with the waves forming a breathtaking musical opera. (Okie, stop dreaming and talking rubbish.... NOW!) The fact is that that with that kind of life, only within my dreams am I able to own a cubbyhole, not even mentioning this laptop I'm on.

Am I living a meaningful life? Am I ripping off my prime youth period, my knowledge and the potential within me. Is it the life I'm striking for or just trying to break away from reality. This are the questions I ask myself at that moment and even till today. Currently, my revitalized life revolves around work and work and work and work and er.... a little bit of sleep. And not to forget blogging of cos.... No regrets at least to this moment b'cos I know that the hardwork I'm putting in are appreciated. (Anyway die die have to work, why not work hard hard HARD! so that you can harvest earlier and retire lah.) Sounds like only pros and no cons leh!

The contradicting part of life is......... To be honest, if i have a choice or rather if I'm not part of this miserable and horrigible (Horrible + Terrible) materialistic world, I would still setter for the former. Fuck care all but ........ only if I strike Toto this friday... Dreamz on............... gd nite.............


I have set long terms as well as short terms goals for myself as a driving force.
A person without goals will only live tomorrow just like today or yesterday.

Insomnia

The night have fallen and the surrounding appears calm and peaceful. I really enjoy this moment of the day and treasures it.
As I was writing this blog, my wife is laying beside me having a game of chess with zhou kong. I was trying to blog by her side hoping to catch some of her sleeping bugs.
Ohm! She just woke up due to my disturbance.... got to stop liao... byz........ n Shhhhhhh....... be quiet pls...........

Home Alone

As I was surfing the net, it started to rain. I felt lonely all of a sudden, and a urge initiates me to blog ...... Wonder if bloggers are a bunch of solitaries . My wife (Yes! I'm married) have went to my in-laws' house for midnight prayer. ( Nineth day of the CNY, dun know call wat in english, sori.) I can't go over as I got to work 2ml while she's on leave. Shiok rite.

Lucky, I hade my slice of joy too. This weekend hectic, man! Played mj for 2 consecutive nights and also went to buddies' hse for CNY gathering. Had not been meeting my old time friends for quite some times but fortunately, the bond is still conspicuous. I would say that it is a fruitful gathering. Full of laughter and joy.

Yesterday, I played with my mj jinx, Mr. Holy man. Damm fucking stress but however dun really wish to elaborate. Anyway, no animosity, just a friendly game.

A little bit not link but just got the urge to put this to my blog.
My Best man, ( you know who you are....if you happen to get your way to here) are tangled with relationship problems. Not again.....
I dun really gets to know the whole picture but just feel sad for him.
Me or rather all of us have said a lot to you these few days but choices are still within your hand.

Hope that you can bare in mind;
Nobody can make you miserable without your permission. No matter what someones say or does, you decide how you will react.


Got to put a dot liao. Time for warcraft.... hee hee.